I won't elaborate on what I could possibly mean by "suck it up" or move on. I just realized awhile ago how hard it is to end a relationship that I may have the illusion is actually going somewhere. I really had no intention of hurting anyone.

 

I really did not. In fact, I tried to end it on more than one occasion with one person in particular but somehow that person always tried to get me to just accept things the way they were. "Suck it up" or move on I have decided is the  message, and that can be virtually taken literally.

 

To make a really long, boring, angst-ridden story short...I moved on (I hope)...

 

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